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I honestly have no clue as to why I even have a DeviantArt anymore. I rarely use it, and I only upload pictures in batches. I have my Flickr and Tumblr that I most always use more than anything else.

Anywho, life right now is very hectic and stressful, so might as well use this to vent, right?

To start off, I rarely have any time between now and the time when all of the college applications are due. I have my portfolio only half done right now, and I still need to add my film in there as well. But that's not the least of my troubles. As of this moment in time, I have a poor GPA (in my opinion) and I do not think that the colleges will like it all too much. But hopefully, I'm praying that my extra-curriculars and community service will change their mind. I am also retaking my SAT's next weekend, so here's to doing better this time. Starting next weekend, I have two open houses every weekend (both Sunday and Saturday) until December. Gah.

Speaking of extra-curriculars, I am swamped with my tech. As some of you (maybe, possibly, perhaps?) are aware of, I am head of the drama-tech department in my school and I run the lights and (now currently) manage the sound for the plays and everything that pretty much goes on in the school auditorium. Well, here's the stressful part (as if all of that leadership isn't stressful enough): we, due to budget cuts in my school, do not have a teacher-tech-adviser. That makes my life just a little bit harder, because I really cannot hold any meetings or recruit new members until we have one, and it is also harder because I cannot make a schedule either without the consent of a teacher. So now I'm trying to work around the fact that I have to do this teacher-less and attempting to get organized, and probably hold a meeting for my previous members.

On top of those two, I am also looking for a part-time job. I don't know where I'll even be able to think about working with my busy schedule. Yes, I need one. But for real, it's so hard to get one because they all require previous experience, which I have none of.

This year is going to be hell. Whoever said Senior year was laid back and fun was totally wrong.

Fuck corporate America.